tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-86879522011-04-22T07:53:59.962+10:00is this love?verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.comBlogger371100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-4213934448172627772008-10-03T01:29:00.003+10:002008-10-04T02:23:23.672+10:00should i continue to care and listen to the ever deafening thoughts of people about my major life decision? not to use my meek power of telepathy and read people's mind, but basing the thoughts to the strong signals i received via all sorts of factors - like the tones of their silence, flex of their misleading smiles, and discerning stares. how come i couldn't just easily be apathetic and verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-33921877478404787082008-08-09T10:08:00.001+10:002008-08-09T10:08:37.797+10:00 maari bang mamalimos ng pag-ibig at mabigyan ng pantay o higit pa sa hinihiling? at paano kung naambunan ka nga ng pagmamahal, ngunit ito ay hindi parin sapat? pagpapatuloy mo pa rin ba ang pamamalimos? maari bang matutunang mahalin ang isang tao na hindi natin gusto? hindi hustong gamitin ang salitang palimos sa sitwasyong ito, pero wala na akong ibang maisip pa. sa kalsada, habang verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-10297452385900876072008-07-17T23:55:00.001+10:002008-07-19T00:54:16.735+10:00hatol. xxxx, hindi husto kung kanino man ang hindi masuklian ng pantay na pagmamahal. hindi ko alam kung nararapat na masaya ako sa mga sinasabi mo at nararamdaman. dapat masaya dahil nandyan ka at nagmamahal sa akin, pero nalulungkot ako dahil ito ay hindi ko masuklian. dahil sa ngayon, ang tunay kong nararamdaman sa iyo ay pawang pangkaraniwang pagkakaibigan lamang. hindi ko verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-68169384015044844282008-07-05T08:00:00.001+10:002008-07-19T00:52:04.162+10:00namamaalam muna... ... hindi ko alam. pero sa ating paghihiwalay, sigurado na ang lahat ay mananatili - ang magandang relasyon na hindi nadampihan - malinis sa selosan at pagkamuhi. hindi husto sa atin na magkarelasyon na lagi na lang may salubong na mga tanong at aregluhan ikaw ay magiging parte ng aking buhay magpakailanman. salamat sa pagbahagi ng buhay mo sa akin. lagi kong matatandaan ang mga verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-16813836821576223002008-06-29T20:00:00.000+10:002008-07-19T00:49:56.279+10:00sigurong pagmamahal Ikaila man natin na hindi tayo nagkakagustuhanalam nating dalawang na ito'y matinding kasinungalingandahil ang naramdaman natin ay iba sa ordinaryong pagkakaibigan siguro tayo ay takot na masaktandahil malayo na ang tahanan natin sa isa't isa. (ngayo'y tayo'y hindi na magkapiling) siguro pinoprotektahan natin ang ating pagkakaibiganat ito na nga siguro ang dapat nating gawin. siguro verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1126777647960345602005-09-15T19:46:00.000+10:002005-09-15T19:47:27.966+10:00Basag ang puso ko. Ang hirap ipaliwanag at ibahagi ang isang problemang ganito - lalo na kapag winawalis pa ang mga bubog na sariwang-sariwa.Bakit ba ang malas ko? Bente Quatrong taon na akong nagiisa, naghihintay at naghahanap sa kanya. Bakit laging kapag may nahanap na ako ay may nakahawak na sa kamay nya? At kapag nalaman ito ay huli na dahil hindi na mapigilan ang nararamdaman.verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1120577618395644842005-07-06T01:15:00.000+10:002005-07-06T01:33:38.720+10:00sometimes i feel some people are obliged to love. they become prisoner's of their lover. and yet they stay in the relationship for the sole benefit of having company; for following society's dictation; for shelter & money.verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1120225523162932792005-06-25T23:24:00.000+10:002005-07-06T21:46:53.823+10:0024ako lang ang hindi nagbabago.hindi pa rin natututo.dalawang pung apat na taon at hindi pa rin matanaw -ikaw.dalawang pung apat na oras...dalawang pung apat na minuto...dalawang pung apat na hininga...dalawang pung apat na segundo...parating na - sana.verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1119015266559942562005-06-04T23:27:00.000+10:002005-07-06T01:14:53.830+10:00nasa pampanga na rin ako sa wakas!ang daming nagbago dito mula ng huling kong dalaw dalawang taon na ang nakalilipas.una sa lahat, ang kababata kong pinsan, may anak na. nahirapan sya dahil wala syang kapiling sa kanyang pagdadalang-tao. hindi ko na sya tinantong kung anong nangyari maski kinukulit na ako ng isip ko. kusa na siyang nag-kumpisal sa akin - dinaan namin sa "maboteng" usapan. verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1115553270820244742005-05-08T21:35:00.000+10:002005-05-22T21:08:25.180+10:00bakit nga ba ang ningas ay hindi lumagosa halip, ito'y unti-unting naglalaho.ito ba ay na-ambunan o na-ulanandahil ito'y hindi sinilungan; pinabayaan.kaya pala ang lamig ng iyong labikaya pala ako ay giniginaw sa yakap mokaya pala walang init ang aking disyembresabihin mo man o hindi, ako ay masasaktanlagi naman masakit ang nakikipaghiwalayanmaghihintay at baka magbago ang isip moat pati na rin verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1113827665237097132005-04-18T22:25:00.000+10:002005-04-18T22:34:25.236+10:00"I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head where I would impress you with every single word I said. It would come out insightful, or brave, or smooth, or charming and you'd want to call me and I would be there every time you need me. I'd be there every time. But for now I'll look so longingly waiting for you to want me, for you to need me, for you to notice me. "- c. carrabba-----------------verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1113826723921602462005-04-11T21:59:00.000+10:002005-06-22T00:17:14.746+10:00sms of the day:v: "u envy those who left me? "r: "I envy dem bc0z dey hav u.Bc0z u take time 2 m0urn 4 dr l0ss..."verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1112967308458099862005-04-08T23:29:00.000+10:002005-04-08T23:35:08.460+10:00So I look in your direction But you pay me no attention, do you? I know you don't listen to me 'Cos you say you see straight through me, don't you? And on and on From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care Oh… Did you want me to change? Well I changed for good And I want you to know that you'llverjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1111843180899977712005-03-26T23:18:00.000+10:002005-03-26T23:19:40.900+10:00im going to the moon...guide meverjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1110774647599248292005-03-14T02:28:00.000+10:002005-03-14T14:31:58.176+10:00magpasalamat na lang dahil maski binasag ang salamin ng kotse nyo ay walang nasaktan. magpasalamat na lang dahil pitaka't bag lang ang ninakaw at hindi ang (iyong)minamahal. magpasalamat na lang at magdasal.verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1110100614468776932005-03-06T18:49:00.000+10:002005-03-08T03:11:56.803+10:00tumbalik at binangga ng pwersa - masakit.dinukot ang aking kaibigan at sya'y umiyakmag-isa na naman sa daanan ng buhaybakante na naman upuan sa kotse ko...verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1109548379254887022005-02-28T09:27:00.000+10:002005-02-28T16:30:12.706+10:00bakante na naman ang upuan sa tabi ko. sa pagmamaneho ako’y huminto, pumarada, at nagpahinga. Subalit ika’y nagbukas ng pinto, tumayo at sumakay sa magarang kotse. Nilisan; mag-isa na naman akong tatahak sa daanan ng buhay. Magkita pa kaya uli tayo?San na ako pupunta?Kumaliwa sa kalye, hinahanap ka . May naghihintay at kumaway. Hihintuan at isasakay ko ba sya? Dumeretso; ilang beses nilampasan verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1108647047801301672005-02-16T23:20:00.000+10:002005-02-18T00:25:56.026+10:00mga bulong sa hangin: hindi maintindihan, marinig, mabasa; makuha.masakit sa pusoang paghihintay ko sa iyongunit ito ay napawidahan-dahansa mga sulyapat nakaw-tinginsa iyong mga matasa tamis ng iyong ngiti at labisa paghawak ng iyong kamaysa iyo giliwdahil ikaw.bulkan? inahalingtulad sa aking pusosubalit ang bulkan'y biglaanat hindi mapigilan.bibigyan kita ng posporokaskasin -tulungang verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1108461332814892572005-02-15T19:48:00.000+10:002005-02-15T19:57:48.913+10:00from valentines (chocolate miniature like brandy bottles)it says:My heart is sparkling todayNothing ismore importantthan you.Can't stop mylove for you.Please, openyour heartand eyes for me.I'm waiting foryour love.verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1108208598489841152005-02-10T00:01:00.000+10:002005-02-12T21:43:18.490+10:00*excerpt/friendster/replywell, some updates... i have been very busy lately - not at work. i haven't met "love" yet (i think). im in the stage of confusion right now. everything is happening so fast. usually with me, emotions starts before the actions. meaning, i get attracted to someone then i will proceed and initiate the actions. but this time, i didnt initiate and actions started before verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1107269752548979922005-02-02T01:21:00.000+10:002005-02-02T00:55:52.546+10:00at 1720 i saw the florist at work
i asked, "how is the arrangement?"
pat on the back, "it's finish!"
then i thought, "did he deliver it this time?"
1800 was the agreed time
"tell me that's from you" said the curious
"yes, did she loved it?"
its scent rushed through my system
air in the back office filled with love
it was beautiful
better than my suggestion
pink white and red
tulips or similar
verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1107089955340056092005-01-30T22:58:00.000+10:002005-01-30T22:59:15.340+10:003 2 1
3 = hours
2 = you + me
1 = kiss
verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1105536277952714032005-01-12T23:24:00.000+10:002005-01-12T23:40:05.476+10:00
let's cruise
around the beautiful island.
just the 2 of us
on the golden hour.
this is like yours,
it just flies high everywhere.
unable for me to capture;
preventing me to love it,
and love you.
how can i celebrate? who
can i celebrate
with? i miss life.
i miss you.
im not starving of food.
im hungry of love
can you feed n save me?
u r truly a rose
wen i huggd n loved u,
ur thorns stabbd verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1104850139125767372005-01-05T01:36:00.000+10:002005-01-05T00:48:59.126+10:00"pilit ko mang ikay limutin
lagi kong natatagpuan
ang iyong tinig at awitin
twing sasapit ang ulan
at ...... pang pinagsamahan
mukha yatang nilimot na
ng puso mong biglang lumisan
may kapiling ng iba..."
- m. escueta.
verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1104579678745565332005-01-01T21:39:00.000+10:002005-01-01T21:43:46.953+10:00Dear Future Girlfriend,
Are you worth the wait? Are you just going to stay in my dreams? I’ve been thinking if I will meet you soon…
Just basically writing to announce that I am preparing for your arrival. I have simple plans and promises…
First off, I have saved money. It might not be enough but I will guarantee you that I won’t waste them on car accessories, like what many boyfriends do. verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1103893557315462522004-12-24T23:02:00.000+10:002004-12-27T20:51:17.680+10:00Hello xxx!
How are you? I hope your days off were relaxing. I was just thinking of what happened and decided to write it and share it with you.
I’ve compared my heart with the three types of volcanoes: Dormant, extinct and active. I realized it’s not as extinct as I thought it was because my emotions suddenly exploded.
It simply started when I sat next to you and you relaxed your soft hand on verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1103887114628232372004-12-24T21:17:00.000+10:002005-01-12T23:32:15.236+10:00December 24, 2004
Dear Santa,
This is my wish list (in random order)
Baseball hat
Notebook PC
USB Bluetooth communicator
Canon DSLR D20 camera
Photo book
Photolife subscription
Acoustic Guitar
Japanese-English dictionary
Canon EF 50mm 1.4f lens
Pocket-size Daily Planner
Imported CDs of linkin park, incubus, coldplay, rivermaya,
60gb Harddrive
Black belt
I have one more wish. I am not sure verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1104107593259285812004-12-12T10:32:00.000+10:002004-12-27T10:56:05.156+10:00Part I
I am very desperate for romance. I want to fall in love soon – actually, right now. Every time I see couple walking charmingly, with their hands held together, it saddens me – I feel jealous. My heartbeat seems to stop as I visualize myself with someone special. I close my eyes and enjoy the thought of it. A sigh signals its fakeness. I open my eyes and I see reality – the sad reality verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1097934417021043512004-10-16T23:46:00.000+10:002004-12-27T10:09:38.490+10:00The weather today corresponds to my mood: inconsistent
The sun shines conveying hope. But it fades away instead a dark sky forms...
The rain has watered down happiness. The awkwardness in the air suffocates me. I feel nervous. My heartbeats seem irregular. It's the feeling of uncertainty; feeling that I made a mistake. I couldn't even think right or write properly. I hate this feeling. I hate verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1097763560297055262004-10-14T01:19:00.000+10:002004-12-30T21:31:21.843+10:00Dear xxxxxx,
Your emotion resonates.
Thank you for the letter. I think that is my cue to break my silence. But before I start, I want to thank you for the wonderful experience we’ve shared. They will be retained. You’re a wonderful person!
Silence is both a reaction and a comment. But I want to clarify …
It’s easy, yet so hard
Your letters verified your true feelings. On the other hand, it verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1097668075019498662004-10-01T01:12:00.000+10:002004-12-27T10:11:25.583+10:00excerpt from text messages....
"what did i do? im just writing you a letter right now. i have not 'text' you back yet. please dont cry. "
"if you're mad at me, i understand. it's ok if you dont want to talk but i just want you to know that i love you. i will not make you cry. im your friend..... "
"good to know that you are not mad. but what are you confuse of? im not pushing you away. just verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1097587962464744402004-09-25T23:31:00.000+10:002004-12-27T10:42:30.696+10:00i don't know how to start... just let me warn you that this will be a long letter as I also don’t know how to end this. you may read this when you're on your quiet corner.
just basically want to write you a letter because i just couldn't say these. i keep quiet because i have the tendency to breakdown. and usually, when i talk, it's anything related to sadness which is similar to this. i dont verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1104106637145565972003-10-06T18:09:00.000+10:002004-12-27T10:23:42.810+10:00Be Free...
i dont know if i should be mad, sad or glad about your short email. maybe mix of emotions. but to tell you the truth, just the first few words, specifically, 'let me take this opportunity to thank you' part, angers me. as i thought opportunity is always and readily available. strangely, i felt that i never been appreciated by you. sorry. i know, im venting again because i havent been verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1104106985570876092003-04-25T02:05:00.000+10:002004-12-27T10:23:05.570+10:00musta musta ang mga tao sa nagbabagang republika ng pampanga (RP)? naimprinta ko na rin ang mga letrato. pasensya na dahil "bite-size" maliit. hindi kasya yung tinta kung iimprinta ko ng 4x6 lahat.
ell, letrato mo lang ang 4x6 dahil alam mo na, vip ka =) kase ayaw mong magletrato! kase ganda ng expression mo don =) sayang hinde tayo masyadong nagusap. pumalya ako sa pagkilala sa 'yo; sa verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1097596942670034682003-04-03T17:42:00.000+10:002004-12-27T10:25:09.536+10:00
"i will survive"
kailan ka aalis? sa june na pala. ang bilis, ang aga. i hope that after few years, we'll meet again. siguro kapag may sariling pamilya at (mga) anak ka na. sana ako din -- kaya lakad mo naman ako kay grace (biro).
binigyan kita ng isang letrato i named, "i will survive." it's one of 100s pictures special to me for its meaning. it's the tree saying, "i survived." it survived verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1097596168954211222002-04-17T02:58:00.000+10:002004-12-30T21:30:04.053+10:00hello xxxxxx
good morning...
since you brought it up =), about last two nights ago, it was a good experience; thanks for sharing. i've been waiting to release that stored tension off of myself. but of course, i want to apologize. it wasn't a good start - didn't know how to initiate the questions - sorry. talking on the phone about it wasn't appropriate either =( sorry if i annoyed you much =(
verjhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00478293729735460519noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8687952.post-1097678277399683731999-02-10T13:35:00.000+10:002004-12-27T10:44:14.066+10:00It's not because I have to talk to you
But because I want to
It's not because I have to kiss you
But because I want to
It's not because I have to love you
But because I want to
But I left not because I have to
It's because you want me to
02-10-98
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